Friday, September 12, 2008

Happy 7th Birthday "Pookie"


Dearest Catherine,
You came into our world, one early morning, seven years ago, introducing us to an entirely new experience ...that of being a healthy full term-baby. There was such tragedy and disaster going on in the world outside our hospital room in Roseville. I remember holding you in my arms moments after your arrival...counting your fingers and toes and looking at your perfectly plump rosy cheeks, thinking "That's what I have been carrying all these months"? I sang you Happy Birthday with tears of joy and relief streaming down my face. In the back of my mind I was thinking "what have I done"? Bringing a baby into this world now seemed to be a selfish and terrifying thought (less than 48 hrs. after the 9/11 attacks). I prayed God would protect you.... "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jer 29:11. Catherine, you have definitely brightened our lives over these last 7 years and we are so blessed that you are our daughter. You hold a very special place within our family.

You are happy to be at the center of the action. I am so proud of the big girl you are becoming: friendly, self-confident, creative, independent, enthusiastic. You often march to the beat of your own drummer. That will not always be the easiest path for you, but if you stay true, I believe that you will be happy and well-adjusted and self-aware. You remind me a bit of myself. Being popular was never my primary goal. I wanted to be liked, but I didn't care by how many necessarily. You are like me, but I'm also reminded frequently that your are not me. You have strengths that I didn't have, and I'm sure you will have weaknesses that I didn't struggle with (as well as unfortunately some that I did). Happy Birthday to my only daughter... my "Pookie". Always remember your are loved by your whole family. Always have faith and stay true to yourself. I have faith in you my beautiful daughter. Your family will love you forever and we look forward to a lifetime of experiences with you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET, SWEET CATHERINE!